Heroine

With those sleeping pills in your hand, you rest

and your eyelids close so delicate

that bottle of wine, you emptied it

and what does it mean when you die in a dream

by your own hands?

choking on your words, you vomit discreetly alone

on the bathroom floor

One bullet loaded in your gun, you'll write home

telling mother and father not to wait up for you

You have been cheated, completely mistreated by your lover

now it's time that you woke up and blew his brains out his nose

Sing me a song that no other man who has slept in your bed would love

I know you have been wronged, but I am not him, I'm just trying to win your love

This arsenic screams like a damn symphony in my mouth

and you have been crying so long you can't see a way out

bitterness comes and hatred it grows in my soul

like sugar and water, how it feel so sweet in my throat

Hell, it dies, when a party of you smiles, it's been quite a while my love

Kiss me now atop of this hill, it's a thrill and we are one