Monday, December 28, 2009

SHITTER

it's just an elaborate corpse
it doesn't need to breathe air
just an elaborate corpse

it's my right to use force
no need to consult the law
my right to use force

it's not your life
it's not your kid
i can leave it
where i wish

it's an inanimate force
it doesn't need to breathe air
it's an inanimate corpse
it doesn't need a thing to eat
it's an elaborate corpse
it doesn't need anybody
just an elaborate corpse
just an elaborate corpse
just an elaborate corpse

Saturday, December 26, 2009

HHHOLMES - GIVE IT TO ME LIKE THE ELECTRIC CHAIR (single)

this is a song i have been sitting on for about a year now, i figured it is time to unleash the monster. i am in the process of re-recording it, and writing new songs. It will be coming out in 2010, the title of the release is :ZZZ


O gracious blasphemy!
where were you as i drowned?
my head beneath the water
did you watch as i fell under?
did you sink into your own well?
as our lungs fill with water
we are closer to eternity
than we ever were before
O sweet poison!
will you hold me close?
as i break and fold
my hands hanging
off of this bed
like a chandellier
i want to feel
you forever
O bitter blade
my hands clasped
around your slim body
as i push you close
against my chest
i feel whole
one
last
time


Thursday, December 24, 2009

PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION

We are passengers
on our maiden voyage
like blood transfusion
we are transfixed
to our television sets
i can make a sound
but i will soon be silenced
there is no hope
for us mere plebs
transporting around
this bastard city
with our eyes
aimed towards
the center of the sun



Wednesday, December 23, 2009

pursuit of leisure

in the backseat, her eyes are dull
as she stares complacently out the window
young hearts are yearning for more, she said.
young hearts are yearning for more.
i watch sometimes, out my window
at the people walking in the street
and the cars passing
slowly as if no one
really ever cared
and last night, i heard
the voice of an angel of demon
speak to me through my radio
and the voice said,
"young hearts are yearning for more"
she said, one last time as she slept
forever


Tuesday, December 22, 2009

sweet rain

our bodies echo the sweet sound of passion
resonating off walls in the sweet winter air
we lay folded and wrapped around each other
like paper animals and coccoons
smiling graciously at the sound of the wind
as it blows outside your window
your lips are warm against mine
as we kiss, you shudder
what do we climb when we reach the peak?
do we find other mountains to champion?
and like the falling snow we will melt
into each other as it turns to rain

MONOLITH

our heroes, like their predecessors
have fallen through the cracks
and the gears of industry
grind like teeth
wearing away at the fabric
that we are made
and like the statue of liberty
in some post apocalyptic vision
our monoliths crumble
and fall
before our eyes

Lurker

all is black
and calm
the air
like oil
thick with smoke
a passing car
illuminates her eyes
young and weak
and I,
merely a visitor,
watch as her
thin legs cross
the street
in shadows.
I feel warmth
the seductive
gaze of youth
I am merely
a visitor
passing through
veins and arteries
with motor vehicles
as blood cells
giving life
to this
still
darkness
before
sleepers awaken
to screams

Saturday, December 12, 2009

wraith

every single word to every song

you seem to utter from your lips

erradicates this gut feeling

like morphine to pain

I can make this feel

dead

soon enough



anchors drop to the dirt

reaching its iron hands down

every ocean is lined with heartache



she used to walk so delicate

however, that has turned to stomps

underneath the stairs

the wraith, she sings

there she remains

every night, like you

reading words she can't even comprehend

slowly breathe as the blade cuts



and here we die

never to speak

deliver me from salvation



you were a vision

over and over

under the water



tonight we become

heaven and hell

eaten away by moths



cancer eats away at your soul

and mine

menacing like a drunken old man

every night over and over

release me

a





SAVAGES

childhood fantasies as monsters
we revoked every bit of joy
replaced it with a somber note
then shook it until it's eyeballs bled
all over the new sofa
italian leather
american blood
it's all the same when
you are pulling your hair out
screaming at a wall
that stands in the way between
you and your life
break me in half
and suck out the marrow
i want to be your plaything
just something you use
to pass the time

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Skeletal Geometry

Skeletal geometry :
our bodies make
a straight line
between heaven and hell
parallel to that of which we encircle
and round our numbers
to the nearest possible decimal
inside one another

this symphony is pathetic
like teenagers drooling over text books
passing notes
and kissing hard
hands pressed firmly
to our jeans
I only need this tonight

as we kiss our lips melt
much like wax
dripping off a candle
and there is a rainforest
inside you
just all the trees
have been murdered

our ribs make a mirror image
only slightly changed
like living one day
after another
in your shadow


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

CHOAK

there is a void of words in this vacuum
like a broken mirror i am blinded
by obsceneties fired like a gun from my own mouth
i can breathe only in code
and speak only in tongues
my fire is a fire that roars
through the great wide midnight
and my heart is always hungry
for a fresh kill
for a fresh meal
for a little bit of change
reality is choking me out
and grasping onto the edge is
all that i can do to stop from drowning
thank you for the memories
thank you for the decency
to allow me to drop myself
deeper into this well
please don't bury me
i'm still breathing


Sunday, December 6, 2009