PWRLINES

parallyzzzed

liike motths

drrowniingg

iin lighttttss

and the elec-

tricity in my

veins pumps

likkke a war

machiiinnne

ejaculaating

it's circuitry

parallel line

walking like

a druuunnk

through the

streeeets of

thiiissssssss

electrrronic

ecccsstttasy

floating like

a deaddman

i can finallly

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L1ARZ5Z

the sky

blue with pain

reading letters

off of passing cars

symbolic tears

dryspell eyelid

please stop talking

i can't stand it

you told me never

that's why my

hands hurt from

stopping traffic

carry on with neon lights

pouring from your eyes

with strobes for your

blinking, stopping hearts

i believed in you once

like a possibility of future

marking it's territory

on my scene

stop making sounds

when you talk

it sounds like car alarm clocks

shouting at the top of their robotic lungs

periodically check my pulse

to make sure i can still

feel

SHCKTHRPY

i have crushed all of the glass

and walk upon it like i was

losing my god damn mind

flourescent blood pours

from my birdfeet weeping.

a catalog of my past indiscretions

listed like a wrap sheet

burnburnburn the backs of my eyelids with your certainty

because i can't help feel amused

by newspaper clippings of murders

and crime reports of junkies

ODing on their own useless

intoxication

i have bred myself in the form

of all my pastlives

fistfucked into oblivion

by some feeling i created

to piss off levelheaded citizens

with too much free time

welcome to a version

of all your fantasies

gone completely

wrong

Crystal Castles - Crystal Castles

best electronic album i have heard in a long time

1. Untrust Us

2. Alice Practice

3. Crimewave (Crystal Castles vs. HEALTH)

4. Magic Spells

5. Xxzxcuzx Me

6. Air War

7. Courtship Dating

8. Good Time

9. 1991

10. Vanished

11. Knights

12. Love and Caring

13. Through the Hosiery

14. Reckless

15. Black Panther

16. Tell Me What to Swallow

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the Blood Brothers - Crimes

the Blood Brothers hit it out of the park with this little gem.

1. Feed Me to the Forest

2. Trash Flavored Trash

3. Love Rhymes with Hideous Car Wreck

4. Peacock Skeleton wit Crooked Feathers

5. Teen Heat

6. Rats and Rats and Rats for Candy

7. Crimes

8. My First Kiss at the Public Execution

9. Live at the Apocalypse Cabaret

10. Beautiful Horses

11. Wolf Party

12. Celebrator

13. Devestator

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the Plot to Blow Up the Eiffel Tower - Dissertation, Honey

one of the best bands to have ever existed. period.

1. Exhibitionism

2. Sometimes I Wish I'd Lost a Leg

3. One Stab Deserves Another

4. Funeral Procession

5. For Marcus

6. Johnny, You're All Grown Up

7. Her Health Violation

8. Attached to the Hip

9. Circuit

10. It's in His Kiss

11. Comeback 1968

12. Safety is Off

13. Monotonous

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the Chinese Stars - A Rare Sensation

a fucking classic

1. Cheap City Halo

2. Electrode in Captivity

3. Girls of Las Vegas

4. (Love) and the Electric Chair

5. Dressed to Get Blessed

6. Hospital Fly

7. Panic in the Population

8. Passing out Nails

9. Getting the Death Card

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sculpture

in four years

i have built

myself a pedestal

on which i place

the example of

the perfect woman

taking opposite traits from

my former lovers

and sculpting

the most beautiful

work of art

i could muster up

the strength to create

but in doing so

i found

it's our faults that

make us strong

and make us

beautiful

and in my eyes

you are the most

beautiful woman

i have even known

After Us the Flood

GOODNIGHT TO THE BASTARDS

cheap wine and stale bread

a mighty fine feast for the dead

all broken noses and busted hands

just one more list of demands

take those goddamn hands off that goddamn gun

I told you once, I ain't nobodys son

we own these streets and we run this town

stay in line or we'll gun you down

God don't even walk these busted streets

'cause even he knows we're packing heat

after us the flood

the gutter's will fill with blood

and believe, kid, this aint a lie

mess with us and you're gonna die

Bear vs. Shark - Right Now You're in the Best of Hands, And If Something Isn't Quite Right, Your Doctor Will Know in a Hurry

it's Bear Vs. Shark.. do i really have to say anymore? well if i do, they are an amazing band from my home state. this is their first album.. if you wish to hear more, please also check out their album Terrorhawk.

1. Ma Jolie

2. Campfire

3. Buses / No Buses

4. The Employee is Not Afraid

5. We Were Sad But Now We're Rebuilding

6. Kylie

7. Mps

8. Second

9. Don't Tell the Horses the Stables on Fire

10. Bloodgiver

11. Michigan

12. Broken Dog Leg

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parasitic application for the new world

there you stand

fully loaded gun in your hand

waiting for someone

to make the first move

and the cash is in the trunk

of a car headed west

and you, alone, are the hero

or really, just a villain

waiting for someone

to realize your faults

and finally call you out

money comes

and debt grows

like a barnacle

attached to your eyelids

as you sleep on a bench

in the park

waiting for the money to go through

and your life to end

sunken eyes part I

sunken eyes

you never sleep

only the pitter patter of footsteps

on stilts

watching television

through a microscopic lens

sinking ships

you never weep

rather you sail on an ocean of tears

on a "wave of mutilation"

far beyond the reaches

of space and time

and your mother she once cried for you

when you gathered up your belongings

and headed for the coast

but now you stand

sunken eyes

like a shipwreck

at the bottom of an ocean of noise

gathering dust

instead of possessions

i envy your persuasion.

i envy your complete

and full

denial

for

t r a d i t i o n

the Hill

If I could write the words that I would love to say

I'd tell you that you mean the world to me

and if I could give you anything then i would give you all of me

'cause I am only nothing without you.

Your eyes, they bring me back to life and make me feel alive

and i know i can be strong for you

and you are my everything, my first and last and in between

and i just want to give the world to you

to you

i'll stand atop the tallest hill

screaming out your name, singing

we will only be young for so long

take my hand and you will see

exactly what this life can be

i just want to share my life with you

as we sit here kissing like we're love struck teenagers,

i know i'm not just blinded by the feeling

that i get when your lips touch mine, it makes me feel more than alive

and i don't want this smile to wear off

you are like a wrecking ball busting through my wall

and you have got my full attention now

and i will always wait for you no matter if you want me to

'cause i am feeling like i could fly

dedicated to K.M.B.

Heroine

With those sleeping pills in your hand, you rest

and your eyelids close so delicate

that bottle of wine, you emptied it

and what does it mean when you die in a dream

by your own hands?

choking on your words, you vomit discreetly alone

on the bathroom floor

One bullet loaded in your gun, you'll write home

telling mother and father not to wait up for you

You have been cheated, completely mistreated by your lover

now it's time that you woke up and blew his brains out his nose

Sing me a song that no other man who has slept in your bed would love

I know you have been wronged, but I am not him, I'm just trying to win your love

This arsenic screams like a damn symphony in my mouth

and you have been crying so long you can't see a way out

bitterness comes and hatred it grows in my soul

like sugar and water, how it feel so sweet in my throat

Hell, it dies, when a party of you smiles, it's been quite a while my love

Kiss me now atop of this hill, it's a thrill and we are one

Petunia

My heart beats like a skipping stone or a solitary footstep

as my eyes meet yours and I know we'll never last

you breathe deep as i kiss your neck and we make our way up the stairs

to your apartment where we'll start to undress

and you lay, so still and calm, as our lips create a pretty poem

written for our solitary ears alone

and the leaves change color now, will you lay with me a little longer

I promise that I will not disappoint you

Will you lie to me or lay with me some more?

our skin exposed as we lock up all the doors

will you sink with me as we lay here on the floor

oh my pretty darling, please don't cry anymore

and you smile, when you look at him, does he make you feel the way i did

or was your steady heartbeat just a lie?

does he make you cry out in your sleep and does he make you weep for me?

maybe next time you'll remember what you did

are his eyes a bit like mine, my love? or an empty substitute

for the physical attraction that we had?

I promise now by the time I'm through, that all of this i built for you

was basically a build up for a lie

a Heartbeat in Four Four Time

how does a man measure

the love in his heart?

or the smile on his face?

in time?

in length?

in volume?

as his chest fills with

the feeling of a pounding

heartbeat.

could it beat down the doors of despair

and lift itself above the haze and the fog

of turmoil and solitude?

darling, you make me feel

like

I could take the world and lift it upon my shoulders

and carry it a fourty miles

to your doorstep and

kiss you until the sun goes down.

She Is My Burning Desire

She is my burning desire

with eyes that sing the a song

in the language of love

and her lips which whisper

the sweetest melody

when she smiles.

She is my burning passion

when her lips touch mine

and we hold each other

through the night.

She is what i long for

in these hours i don't sleep

slowly creeping my way through

the night with the smell of her

perfume on my shirt

singing me to sleep

She is my burning desire

with our hands clasped tight

as we kiss and stare into

each others' eyes

She is my burning flame

and I would be cold

without her

to hold me tight

as we say those

three small words

and smile

cymbals

taking all my pills

gonna sleep

safe and sound

with your lips

crashing like a cymbal

in my mind

singing me the

damnedest melody

as you say those words

that make my heart

pause

for only a second

Sinker

tied like a knot

to an anchor

thrown overboard

at the other end

a helpless victim

of some gang related

crime

Peak

exposed

and naked

our bodies up against each other

performing this play for two

you, the protagonist

and me, the antagonist

thrusting my knife

deep into your loins

until you moan and sweat

and cry for God

and yes, God is coming soon

and we roll around and

press our hands into each other's backs

your nails digging deeper into me

and my knife, deeper into you

and you scream

and shake

and I tremble above you

and moan

then we stare, into each others' eyes

until finally we fall asleep

on the floor

Walkers by the Sea

They walked, hand in hand,

along the coastline

with nowhere in mind.

They always talked for hours

completely wrapped around one another

and every morning at sunrise

they kept their love alive,

with their toes in the sand

and their heads in the clouds

"Lovers always until the end of time"

and they walked forever

into the orange glow of that oceanic sun

resurrecting the daylight

and the passion of it's beauty

I Fell Asleep After Making Love

I fell asleep after making love

with an angel from my dreams

and every morning after

I have woken up to screams.

There are claw marks on the walls

of this small apartment room

from the nightmare that awoke

from our slow impending doom.

I lit a cigarette after

we had made our rounds

and then I fell asleep

and burned that sucker down

We Are Wires

wired

my bones are just

telephone poles

and my nerves

send messages

to the citizens

in my mind.

prank calls

and bill collectors.

my skin is wrapped

around this power station

and all i make

is electricity

and bad choices.

the phone is ringing

with the receiver pressed down.

nobody's home.

nobody cares.

sometimes I tear at my

canvas of flesh

just to make damn sure

that the circuits in my head

are functioning

properly.

wired.

with my nerves

and my flesh.

when you touch me

our bodies become alive

with sparks and buzzing

the magnetic hum

of a complete circuit.

with our rain soaked

trunks

becoming burning trees

fresh from lightning

and thunder.

you make me

scream and moan and cry and howl

like 100,000 volts of electric

heaven

coursing through my body

in a joyous celebration

of our ceremony,

here naked

and shaking.

wired.

we are electric

with our arms

and our legs

and sweat

and our lips

and heat

conducting a symphony

briefly

for we are two mere

electrons

in a haze

until we fall asleep

and the music

dies out

and we become

ash and old heat.

I Hope Something Eats You From the Woods

the gods lurk

from the trees

where when you

were very young

had been able

to dance and play

then one day

at age 14

he touched you

and now there are monsters

that always lurk

in the very woods

where he touched you

and made you

cry.

now you're older

and the monsters

are bigger and

you desperately pray

for God to

kill them finally.

Song 21

my arms outstretched

i reach towards the sun

your shining heart beating

shooting it's warmth down onto my face.

with the smell of you

burned into my face and neck

i want to feel like Icarus

flying with waxwings

straight to your fire burning heart

and be like some angel

collapsing into the ocean of your lungs

my arms outstretched

i reach in the direction

of your soft delicate face

and the feeling of your hair

like fine thread of linen

through my fingers

as our lips dance

this horizon is better

as you sit beside me

as my eyes stray

over to yours

and we laugh

like lovestruck schoolkids

daring to take a chance

to grasp onto

what we

have always

wanted

Six Fingered Father

i was born in a landmine

in 1970, left for dead

in a hospital room

starving

and craving

attention from

some adult male

father, is a six fingered word

freakish and weeping

like a drunk

in an alleyway

wishing he could

take me back

and step

only discreetly

on that landmine

blowing us

to bits

dream for me

awake.
not out of desperation or despair
but out of the nervousness that your smile
runs straight through my nerves
and makes me feel strong
and makes me feel like
if the world were ending tonight
that i would die
knowing that i was the cause of
your smile
and your blinking eyes
ready for sleep
to dream
of me
maybe.

Bridgejumper

i can feel the heavy air
weighing down my chest
pounding like an officer
at the door of an apartment
is there someone dead inside?
has there been an emergency?
like a jumper at the roof
i stand here
impulse has always been
one of my stronger points

like a pianist with fingers
broken
i will spill out my guts
smiling

i can feel the heavy air
of your breath as we kiss
can you feel it?
heavy and anxious
hanging like a nervous fire
waiting to be fueled.

like a golden gate jumper
i fall
head over heels
for you