CHOAK

there is a void of words in this vacuum
like a broken mirror i am blinded
by obsceneties fired like a gun from my own mouth
i can breathe only in code
and speak only in tongues
my fire is a fire that roars
through the great wide midnight
and my heart is always hungry
for a fresh kill
for a fresh meal
for a little bit of change
reality is choking me out
and grasping onto the edge is
all that i can do to stop from drowning
thank you for the memories
thank you for the decency
to allow me to drop myself
deeper into this well
please don't bury me
i'm still breathing